Lonely

Lonely is just a moment’s hitch in the air, one conversation missing out of the dozens ongoing, a breath’s pause.


Lonely is the sneakers not tied - not just yet. Soon enough the feet will go, there will be people and music. Soon enough. But not just yet.


Lonely is so tiny you can’t see it in all the deadlines, chatter, work to do. But there. Just there. In between the minute hands, straight through the clusters of people.


Just one conversation missing.


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